Masochistic desire to aliviate pain
Hurt for the sins but leave no mark for the sane
Inconprehesnisble ego enamored drab drain
Oh how I'd wish for someone to hear me today
Dearest god why wont you kill my shell
By accident, by rail not by my own hand
I have no power to do it myself
End the discomfort of living this way
Push away the very few that care to care
Guilt me, frighten, make it impossible to bare
Hollow out the fun things, like art and records
Shave years of progress in just a coupple of seconds
Dearest god why can't I kill my self
By chance, by force and by my own hand
I wish to have power to do it myself
End the discomfort of living this way
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